today sucks.

chin chee sucks alot.
that's because i wear this freaking anti-drug badge and he told me to take it out.stupid chin chee.! wat for they give us that freaking badge and didnt wear it?!.STUPID ASSHOLE CHIN CHEE OR SHOULD I SAY "CIBAI".?
ARRRGHHHH!!!!
I'M REALLY PISSED OFF WIF TAT FREAKING DUMBASS!.

ok.i'm so call 'fighting' with tat freaking MONKEY of mine.just because i didnt meet him the other day,he is already pissed off with me.he thinks he's alone.but nooooooo...coz i'm FREAKING PISSED WITH HIM HIMSELF.

WHY?!

THAT'S BECAUSE THE OTHER DAY WEN I MEET HIM,HE DOESNT GIVE ME HIS FULL ATTENTION.HE GAVE AWAY HIS ATTENTION ALL TO MY COUSIN.HE FLIRTS WITH HER TOO.I FELT SO LEFT OUT..

he doesnt call me often like he used to..he doesnt say "I LOVE YOU" animore.

i feel like killing him one day.[not killing as in killing..killing as want to leave him].
but then..i cant bare watching him dying..
but i felt tat he's the want who is killing me now.not me.but him.

i still love him alot.but he doesnt feel it tat way towards me animore..
it's the second time we've a fight.
i hate it.
it makes m cry.
i kept on reading the lyrics HARUSKAH KITA BERPISAH.
it's wonderful and sad.
whenever he play tat song..i hope tat we wont end up like tat..

but now..

it's happening to me..the lyrics is the same as my situation now..
it's happening..
i cant bare it..
i just cant..
i cant..
i'm not strong enough..
i'm weak..