Hey .

First of all,

HAPPY BELATED MOTHER'S DAYYYY !
I LOVE YOUUU MAMA !

mum,
the very important and special woman in our life.

appreciate her,

love her,

care for her.

the woman who sacrifice her life just for us.

she carries us around for 8 months and suffer from back pain and other stuff.

well,

although ive done alot of things which mama hates ..

i regret that ..

mama will always be in my heart and i love her alot.

she's the most beautiful person in my world and life.

i love you ma.

Sorry been busy for the past few weeks. Alot of things happened. Especially with my love life. I've broke up with Wan. 3rd May. I asked for it. Cant take it anymore. So, i tried my best to be brave and have the guts to tell him. Nina cried when i told her. Mid year exams sux.

So now, ive moved on. I got to know this 3 guys. They're sweet and friendly(= ;

Name : Muhd Rizal

Age : 17

Status : Single

Hometown : Serangoon

Got to know him from : Religious class

Relationship : Future Boify(;

Rizal is a sweet caring simple guy. And yeah, Ive gotta a secret crush on him since last year. We gotta know each other better this year.

Name : Shafa'at
Age : 21
Status : Single
Hometown : Woodlands
Got to know him from : My sister's teacher's brother
Relationship : Close Friends

He loves to tease me. A shy person but friendly.

Name : Ahmad JomBuatKopi(:

Age : 17

Status : Single

Hometown : Boon Lay / Woodlands

Got to know him from : A chatroom

Relationship : Close Friends

Ahmad is a great typical person who loves to joke around. I love to talk to him. He enjoys singing too(: He's not a 'matrep' ouhkay.

Oh kay. So, Shafa'at is basically my bestie for now(: Just met him and he teman me at home for half an hour or so. Its really fun chilling out with him. He's great. As for Ahmad.. He hadnt call me yet. wth. I miss him):

Im actually looking forwad to go madrasah every Saturday. Cant wait to meet Rizal:D

OH. KStarr still hothothot as ever !

I miss going to gigs. REALLY.

20 more days to Malay O level paper. WTH.

I'M NOT READYYYYY !!

Hais.

Today, do watch RENTAK CILIK people. Fankidz performing with Hyrul Anuar. 7pm, Suria. TODAY.

Ive really got nothing to do today rather than being bored. Abang Hady called me 'Maggy Cyrus(?)' wth. But, thanks Abang Hadyku yang sudah 23 tahun:D OH. I cant believe Im 17. seriously. Cos i still feel as if im 16. Im sooo not letting my nephew call me 'Cik Jah'. Its soooo kampung-kampung. Well, im missing F. I miss talking to him til dawn. He's gonna be attached soon. So, all the best(:

wookiie people. Ive gotta gooooooo. I'll update when im super duper free just like today[:

toodyyy dooooo(;

Well, my life is full of ups and downs.

Theres alot of obstacles that i have to face.

Family to boyfriends to friends.

Who doesnt get so fucked up.

Yeah. I broke my promise with Aslam.

Whut did i do ?

Firstly, I two timed him.

Then.. Without knowing.. He wanna have a Time Off.

But then.. I was with 'W' at that time too. ( 180109 )

So.. Yeah.

'W' didnt know. Up till today..

Well.. Half way with 'W'.. Got to know 'A'.

'A' is the loving type. So, I cant really resist him. I lied to him that I'm single.. Although my heart is with 'W'..

I felt bad and guilty.

I didnt know what to do..

One week after I was with 'A', 'W' found out.

Ive broke 2 people heart, in one day. Thanks to the guy who told 'W'. Really.

If not.. I would have to live in guiltiness. 'W' is the aggressive-loving-straight-forward type of guy. That what makes me loving him although he has done things which i hate.

He love my siblings. & mummy.

Its gonna be 3 months already.. But, I feel like it has been sooo longgg..

He has planned his future too. He want me to be his fiance when we've reached 21 - 22.

Hmm.. I dunt know how long can I stay with him .. Cos 'N' wants me too. Im young, confused and i feel like giving up.

But, thanks to Bradder.. He and mummy saved my day (: i love you guyyys so much !

YESTERDAY :


Went to RP to send my lil sister.

Aliff Aziz was there too. For Najib Ali's show, Rentak Cilik. Aliff is a such an outgoing guy. Funny, nice and friendly. He's not arrogant like i used to think of him. Took pictures and talked with him. I'll upload those pics on Fridayy:D





well,

ive really gotta go ..

To Bruh, thanks ferr everything.. I love you too bruh.

300109 :

Had a very wonderful birthday.

Thanks for the wishes friends ! I hearts you guys(;

After school, met Mr.Delonge outside Boots & Shoes around maybe 5 plus?

So, he's late by a few minutes ONLY.

He saw me and hand me a paper bag with a lovely cute teddy bear inside.

I felt so guilty for not buying him any presents. After we met, went to Metro and surveyed some dresses and bras . Yeahh. I wanna get one okayy. But, changed my mind. We went to book tickets for Bride Wars. After we got our tickets, it cost 20bucks total. I treat him. We went to Mcdonalds and he bought Mcflurry and sat there and talk and i watch him eat. Head to buy mama's selendang. But i didnt purchase one cos i dont know which one mama want. Went to Bata to buy Rina's school shoes. We went to the top level and buy popcorn and drinks and headout to the cinema.

Bride Wars is sooo awesome ! You guys should watch.

Really.

After the movies, went to banquet and he treat me Mee Hokkien and he ate Kway Teow. He sent me home and we walked all the way from CWP to 585. Under my blk, we took pictures and kissed and we bid each other goodbye. Thank you Mr.Aslam for everything. i love you(;

1st March;

Aslam and i had a time off. yeaps.
I'll always have Teddy with me whenever i sleep. After O levels, we'll be together again. I'll miss him alot and he'll be mine forever. I promise.

i love you baby.

♥301208.

I love babyyy alot !
Chat with my baby polar bear just now.
Awww...
He's the sweetest:)
This coming friday, 23rd january, his birthday. shits. i dunt know what to get him. hmmm..
Gonna meet him this Thursday. I miss him alot.



Aslam dearest,

I promised I won't leave you.
Keep my words my dear.
I'll love you the way I love myself, my family and my friends..
Baby,
promised me that you'll cherish me and love me too.
You're mine, and I'm yours.
So close your eyes and tell me what you see..
And what you feel..

Cos' I know I wouldn't want to leave you, dearest ..
I love you Aslam♥..

♥maggi

Yes. It has been a long time since i update my blog.
Updates on my life :

05 december 2008 : Met KrazieStarr for the first time and took picture with him at Esplanade Outdoor Theatre for Beats & Breaks.

17 december 2008 : got to know Aslam(:

18 december 2008 : got N levels results.

got 10 points.

art: 3

malay: 3

english: 4

maths: 4

science: 4

humans: 5

19 december 2008 : di left me.

30 december 2008 :

this guy here is MINE:)

10 january 2009: While waiting for Rina to end her dance class, met Oddstar and chill with him at Mcdonalds at Liang Court. He is such a cool guy to talk with. seriously.

15 january 2009,



I've decided to take the Sec 5 path. I don't know if I could cope with O levels this year. I cried for like I don't know how many times because i was confused. Rica has decided to take the ITE path. yes. She's leaving. I cried when Yanie told me she's going ITE. My bestest friend.. 4 years of friendship. We even promised to each other that we'll have each other no matter what. And yes, I'll keep that promise, Rica. Please don't forget bout us. Im gonna miss you so much ! And to Fazlina, I'll miss you so much too babe. Don't forget us tau ! Nadiah, hope you've choosen the right path babe.

Chat with Fatal and he told me not to give up. Or else, he'll 'smack my forehead'. Oh. And he wanna meet me and his 'biggest fan', my sister, Anis. hahah. Anis wanna go him perform this Saturday.. But Fatal says that it's not worth it because he's performing a verse only. yah. Then he was like, "but i wanna meet you guys.." Anis was like excited when she read that part. hahah.


16 january 2009,

4:31pm. The application for ITE April Intake has closed since 4pm. Im chatting with my baby polar bear, Niyah and Yanie. Gotta go to Youth Park later to send Rina for her Chingay dance practice. Tomorrow, going Clarke Quay to send her for Dance work dance practice at Robertson Walk. Now, Ive gotta go get ready. I can doll up for like 1 hour ! hahah. I'll update again when I'm really really free yea !

love,

maggi.

This week, whole week, BUSY. yeah. My lil' sis, Rina, is taking part in the IKPF thingy. She's performing at Esplanade Concourse and Outdoor theatre. 7th, 8th and 10th December. Fantastic Kids. So, watch out for them people. They're FANTASTIC ! REALLY. You guys should check it out. They'll be dancing Hiphop and their cheographer is EWAN from FANTASTIC 4 . i usually call him MISTER. EWAN. yeah. today, Rina will be having a FULL DRESS rehearsal at POPSTAR CITY, Robertson Walk. after mum and me drop her off, we'll be heading to Esplanade Outdoor theatre to watch Sixx, Sleeq and Da Fam performing. yeahhhh ! So, i guess i could watch the whole performance cos Rina's dance practice gonna end at 11pm. And one more thing, they're dress colour code is BLACK, BLUE && WHITE. It's soooooo difficult to find those colours. WHY? Mr.Ewan want 40% of blue, 30% black and 30% white. He prefers the girls wearing SKIRT. Oh gosh. Today is their full dress.

I am sooooo tired and sleepy and sick. Not Enough sleep. But, what the hack. At least I'm out and not at home 24/7 .

ok.

im off now.

Bila diri Disayangi - Ukays

Terdengar bisikan mesra

Kalimah keramat bermentera

Bermulanya siang berakhir malamku

Tak akan ku jemu menyebut namamu

Tiada batasan waktu

Tiada tempat mu tertentu

Di gunung di lembah di darat di airSiapapun hamba ,keikhlasan doa

KeAgungan kasih merubah takdir

(korus)

Bila ku sedari diri disayangi

Langkah kaki ini semakin berani

Bila terkeliru ku ucap namaMu

Terasa diriku kembali dipandu...

Engkau yang pertama... tiada akhirnya

Aku dalam kegelapan engkaulah cahayaIzinkanlah aku menumpang disini

Di bawah naungan kasih dan sayang Mu

Ku berserah diri....

Jika Kau Rasa Getarnya - Zamani Slam

Janganlah hanya mengukir janji

Sedangkan dikau masih mencari

Adakah benar kata kata

Bukan ungkapan sementara

Kaulah pancaran yang daku rasa

Bagaikan obor yang menyinarJika terpadam tiba tiba

Sunyilah insan alam gelita

Jika kau selam hati ini

Pastinya engkau kan mengerti

Betapa sucinya kasihkuJangan diragu

Jika kau rasa getarnya

Debaran kasih cinta yang meronta

Nilai kasihku padamu cukup berharga

Bukan simpati yang aku pinta

Kebenaranmu memutus kata

Agar dapatku abadikan

Untuk pedoman peniti cinta

Jika kau selam hati ini

Pastinya engkau kan mengerti

Betapa sucinya cintaku

Jangan diragu

Jika kau rasa getarnya

Debaran kasih cinta yang meronta

Nilai kasihku padamu

Cukup berharga

do tell me that the lyrics are meaningful. cos, it is. Di dedicate these songs to me. yeah, love him.

here's the prom picture(:

191108.

sorry to keep you guys from waiting.

front row(from left) : Nuruddin, Farhan, Arif, Faiz( Pek ), Me

back row(from left) : Faiz and Muzammil

Irwan, the 4T1 guy and mr.NCC and my dancing partner for the night.

Ruzaini. A future artist ?

Azri. He has my dad's name. yeah.

Tan Meng Kiat. the new guy from Fuchun Sec.

Nur Arif. the 2nd top student in acad. i think.

Mr Flavian. My favourite hot teacher. he teaches PHYSICS & my form teacher. he makes the girls go gaga all over him. but, 13 Dec 2008, he's getting married.

Anshari. 2007 class partner and my favourite buddy.

Noor Intan Baizura. The most prettiest and clever girl in Acad.

Falmuhaimin. The guy who doesnt know my real name and always call me BJ or Maggi. thanks alot.

Muzammil a.k.a Mamil. My candy supplier.

Hafiz Ruzaini. My bestfriend. i love him.

Faiz. The guy who keeps me laughing.

Aizat a.k.a Lil'Iz. My hiphop partner & my bestfriend.

Nasri. My bestfriend since primary school, my partner, my brownies fan.

Haziq. The birthday boy. My bestfriend too.

Afiq a.k.a Ario. My pal since primary school and The Last Eyesight band member. Guitarist & drummer.

Firdaus to Yong to Fredo. the best guitarist ever. he wrote Another Broken Heart which makes me cry and a band member of The Last Eyesight.

Jordon.

Khairul Anwar a.k.a Kyle. my art partner and my bestie. The singer of The Last Eyesight. he got great voice.

REALLY.

Wei Han. The hot chinese guy in class. and, a maths whizz.

Afiq a.k.a Angkong. He never fails to make me laugh.

Elliyana a.k.a Yana. She has spirits.

Fazlina. My primary school friend.

Jumalia. I'm craving for her hair ! It's NATURAL.

Tan Song Wei. Always saying im pretty.

Don Tan. My primary school friend and he was looking smart and hot for the night. But, he's always hot.



I will never forget these people and they'll always be remembered. All of us have been through together and I'll always treasure those moments.

Especially to my close friends, I'll always love them and won't forget all those moments we had. Since the day we first met until today and forever, I will cherish you guys. We've been through alot together as friends, classmates, schoolmates. And, i wish you guys all the best for your results.

So, thank you all my friends.

Love,

Khalijah a.k.a Maggi

im okay and im feeling good. di coming back to singapore tommorow morning. cant wait ! for one full month, i felt so lonely without di .. di asked me to listen to these two songs; jika kau rasa getarnya by zamani slam and bila diri disayangi by ukays. the songs are soooooo meaningful. thank you di(: i'll always keep the meaning from those songs.

12 december 2008,
my n levels results.
im really nervous.

13 december 2008,
my flavy getting married.
at st teresa church.
ooooooohhh mr flavian,
CONGRATS !
But i cant be there):

well,
my time is up from using the comp.

gotta go !

andand,
i'll be going to zhenghua cc to watch them performing(:(: