Well, my life is full of ups and downs.
Theres alot of obstacles that i have to face.
Family to boyfriends to friends.
Who doesnt get so fucked up.
Yeah. I broke my promise with Aslam.
Whut did i do ?
Firstly, I two timed him.
Then.. Without knowing.. He wanna have a Time Off.
But then.. I was with 'W' at that time too. ( 180109 )
So.. Yeah.
'W' didnt know. Up till today..
Well.. Half way with 'W'.. Got to know 'A'.
'A' is the loving type. So, I cant really resist him. I lied to him that I'm single.. Although my heart is with 'W'..
I felt bad and guilty.
I didnt know what to do..
One week after I was with 'A', 'W' found out.
Ive broke 2 people heart, in one day. Thanks to the guy who told 'W'. Really.
If not.. I would have to live in guiltiness. 'W' is the aggressive-loving-straight-forward type of guy. That what makes me loving him although he has done things which i hate.
He love my siblings. & mummy.
Its gonna be 3 months already.. But, I feel like it has been sooo longgg..
He has planned his future too. He want me to be his fiance when we've reached 21 - 22.
Hmm.. I dunt know how long can I stay with him .. Cos 'N' wants me too. Im young, confused and i feel like giving up.
But, thanks to Bradder.. He and mummy saved my day (: i love you guyyys so much !
YESTERDAY :
Went to RP to send my lil sister.
Aliff Aziz was there too. For Najib Ali's show, Rentak Cilik. Aliff is a such an outgoing guy. Funny, nice and friendly. He's not arrogant like i used to think of him. Took pictures and talked with him. I'll upload those pics on Fridayy:D
well,
ive really gotta go ..
To Bruh, thanks ferr everything.. I love you too bruh.
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